“Fucking hell, Timber. Are you trying to kill me?”
She flashed me such an innocent expression that I nearly begged her to do it all over again.
“I’ve never had anyone kiss me on my—” Her voice trailed off as a blush moved over her cheeks.
She shook her head.
“Is that something you want me to do?”
Shyly, she nodded. “I’ve never given a guy a blowjob, so if you want me to…”
I shook my head and quickly cut her off. Lord, what an inexperienced idiot her ex must have been.
“I’m not going to ask you to do that to me tonight, baby. I want this to be about your fantasies, not mine.”
“That is one of my fantasies, Tanner. To do that to you. To make you feel good by using my mouth.”
When she wrapped her hand around my cock, I jumped and gasped. “Shit. You can’t say those things and touch me like that at the same time. I won’t last long enough to even kiss you without clothes on, darlin’.”
It was taking all my control not to lose myself in her hand as she gently stroked me. “I want you, Tanner.”
My cock was so damn hard, it ached to be inside her.
I cupped her face with my hands and brought my mouth to hers. “Are you sure about this?” I asked, searching her face for any signs that she wasn’t a hundred percent on board with what we were doing. “I want to make this perfect for you, baby.”
She smiled against my lips. “It’s already perfect, simply because it’s you.”
Tanner stared into my eyes as butterflies swarm in circles in my stomach. “Stop touching me, Timber, and get your sweet ass on that bed.”
His words caused my stomach to drop, the pressure between my legs growing deeper. The anticipation of what was to come was almost unbearable. The urge to pull him on top of me and beg him was a breath away on my lips.
Tanner was about to make love to me. We were about to finish what we’d almost started the night he made me orgasm. All the nights I’d dreamed of this—I could hardly believe we were here. I almost wanted to cry I was so ready for him to make love to me.
I tried my best to smile as sexy as I could, but it only made me giggle, which Tanner seemed to like more. I moved myself farther up the bed while he crawled onto it. I jumped when his hands touched my hips. An intense rush of energy or desire—hell, I didn’t know what it was at this point—moved across my body. I had never experienced this with another man before. That made it all the more special, knowing that it was Tanner who made me feel this way. Made me feel so wanted, so wet that I fought to keep from touching myself. My heart pounded loudly in my chest, and I silently wondered if Tanner could hear it. I swore I could almost feel my orgasm building in the pit of my stomach, and we hadn’t even really started anything yet.
Tanner’s eyes darted up to mine and I nodded. “It’s okay, your touch…it feels like when you touch me my entire body is surged with…” I pulled in a much-needed breath of air. “With something I’ve never experienced before. It’s almost making me dizzy.”
A crooked smile played over his face, and he winked as he moved his hands slowly up my thighs. I should have felt embarrassed to be lying there on full display, but I didn’t. I felt empowered. Sexy. In control. That was something I was not used to at all.
Tanner let his eyes move slowly over my entire body as he moved back up the bed and gently pressed his mouth to mine. The kiss was sweet, yet full of passion. His hand went to one of my breasts and he cupped it gently before he moved onto my nipple. A gentle squeeze between his fingers had me moaning as I arched my back off the bed. It felt exquisite. I wanted more. Needed more. The need to come grew stronger, and I longed to touch myself to ease it.
“Are you wet for me, Timber?” he whispered against my lips.
I closed my eyes and felt myself holding my breath as he moved his hand down between my legs. Yes! Yes! Please touch me there. The moment he touched my clit, I nearly came undone.
“Oh, shit!” I cried out. My body trembled, and I knew it wouldn’t take much for me to come. I dragged in a quick breath and called out his name. “Tanner.”
His mouth was back on mine as he slipped one finger inside me, then two. We both moaned, and my hips lifted as I silently begged him for more. I was positive the bedroom was cold, but all I felt was a heat building so intensely I thought I might combust from it.
He pressed his palm against my clit, and I rubbed myself against him. I didn’t care that it made me seem desperate. I was. So very desperate for all the dreams I’ve had of this man to come true. Him kissing me. Touching me. Making love to me. God help me, I had even dreamed of him doing naughty things that I had heard Candace and Kaylee talk about. The last few weeks of being near him had nearly driven me insane. When I was with Tanner, everything else in the world faded away. It was only the two of us. The pulse of passion, desire, need, and maybe even love, rushed through my body as he moved his fingers in and out of me, bringing me to the edge of pleasure.
“Please. More,” I gasped.
“Does it feel good, having me touch you?” Tanner softly asked as he placed soft kisses along my neck and down my chest.
I nodded, my hands fisting the sheets. “Y-yes. So…so good.”
He took one of my nipples into his mouth and gently sucked on it.
“Oh God. That feels so good!” I panted as I arched my back to push my body closer to his mouth. He liked teasing me. Driving me nearly mad. I wasn’t sure how much more I could take before I finished myself off.
Then he removed his fingers and I whimpered in protest. Before I could say anything, his entire body shifted, and his head was between my legs. He kissed the side of my thigh, and I melted into the bed. My body trembled with excitement, excitement for the unknown of what he was about to do to me, and my cheeks flushed with embarrassment. God, how I wanted his mouth between my legs. More than I had realized. Tanner was about to fulfill one of my fantasies, and my entire body trembled with anticipation.
My chest rose and fell as I lifted my head and watched him make his way between my thighs.
“May I?” he asked with a devilish grin on his handsome face.
I said the only thing I could manage to get out. “God, please.”
Tanner chuckled, then leaned forward and licked me like I was his favorite ice cream cone, not once taking his eyes from mine. When the tip of his tongue flicked my clit, I gasped and dropped my head back onto the bed. It wasn’t going to take me long to come, hell, if I hadn’t known better, I would think it was already starting. My toes tingled, my lower stomach pulsed, and my clit throbbed.
My fingers pushed into his thick brown hair as he took my clit into his mouth and sucked gently. It felt heavenly. His fingers entered me once again, and everything exploded all at once. My orgasm hit me so fast, I cried out his name and surrendered to the most amazing pleasure I had ever experienced before in my entire life. I shamelessly pushed myself against his face and held him there as I tumbled into a euphoria of utter bliss. I cried out his name over and over until I heard myself begging him to stop. The orgasm was so intense…it felt like it would start to fade, only to explode once again.
He didn’t stop though. Tanner sucked, nibbled, and licked while I fell apart into another mind-blowing orgasm. I was positive I would never experience anything like that ever again for as long as I lived. If I was even still alive after this was over.
“Oh, God! Tanner, stop! No…don’t stop! Please. Oh my God!” I cried out as wave after wave of pleasure tore through my body. “Sto
p! I can’t breathe!”
My fingers pushed into his soft brown hair, and all I could feel was myself rubbing against his face. When I couldn’t take it any longer, I said the one thing I knew would make him stop.
“Tanner! Please! I need to feel you inside me.”
He moved, and when I finally managed to open my eyes, I had to blink rapidly to see clearly. I heard something crinkle, and I watched as Tanner slid on a condom. The way his muscles flexed at the movement only turned me on more…if that were possible.
When he saw me staring at him, he said, “We’re damn lucky I knew Ty had some stashed here in one of the bedrooms.” He came back over to me.
“Spread your legs wider for me, baby,” Tanner said, his voice sounded strained. As if he was having a hard time speaking.
I did as he asked, and when I felt his cock at my entrance, I tensed for a moment. A reflex because it had been a really, really long time.
Tanner’s eyes met mine, and I instantly relaxed from the way he looked at me. Without saying the words, he was once again asking if I was okay with this. I smiled and nodded, granting him permission for what had been a long time coming. He laced his hand with mine and pushed it over my head as he used his other arm to keep himself from crushing me.
He opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out. I lifted my hips, pushing the tip of him inside me slightly, answering every question he might have had with that one movement. He closed his eyes and moaned in pleasure.
“Tanner, please,” I begged.
When his eyes opened and met mine, he pushed slowly inside of me. His jaw muscles twitched as he moaned softly. “Jesus,” he whispered.
“Yes, finally,” I said as I squeezed his hand.
“God,” he rasped. “You’re so fucking tight.”